Day 26/365… O…K…

Ugh, I hate waking up to stupid shit that I thought was over with.

Do you all remember my post that made almost a month ago about the “friend” how I was working with for the tailoring business but decided not to because he was treating my like shit? If not you can read it here (don’t forget to read the comments too). He’s back again and now seemingly trying t start shit again this time by responding to old news. I haven’t even mentioned him until this post because I thought it was all over with. Hell, I hadn’t heard form him for weeks. Why did he even bother talking to me again? I am really that wrong to write about my feelings on here? WTF?

Anyway I’m done ranting about this. Will you all please take pity on my now? Just joking. That’s what he thinks I’m shooting for when I post things like this on here. So why do I post on here anyway? Well, there are many reasons for this.

1) I like to keep a log of what happened and when so I can go back to it at a later date and see why I was the way I was and what caused me to act a cretin way. Yes, I a nut case and am OCD about this fact. Sure I can log this in my own privet place but I don’t feel the need to do so. Not with these things that I post on here. (PS: Do you think this is all I write about? ;p)

2) I do like to know what others think about what’s going on in my life and how I’m handling my issues. After all I can’t know if I’m doing that well or not if all I do is surround myself with people who are friends. After all friends are ofter on the side of their friends. Not to offend I’m glad to hear your opinions too but sometimes it helps to hear from someone looking in rather than someone on the inside.

3) Above all I SIMPLY LIKE TO WRITE. I don’t care who reads this I just want to get it out of my mind and onto “paper.” If someone likes my writing that that’s a bonus. If they don’t that’s fine by me too. Just remember you don’t have to read this if you don’t want to. It’s up to you.

In other news the rest of today was nice. I watched some TV and took a walk. It wasn’t nearly as hot as it had been.

My insurance also approved my physical therapy for my shoulder so again I’m going to be having a buys time of it for a while but it’s worth it. WOOT!

That’s it for now I may post something more tonight but I just needed to vent a bit. Oh, yeah I not supposed to do that because it makes some people mad. Bah just look at what this sort of thing does to me. I off to try to a bit of quiet time before we pick up Fal.

~Derema~

Oh and a good quote for this:

Writing, to me, is simply thinking through my fingers. -Isaac Asimov

Day 68/365… Mmm Nice Day

Ahh today was again nice. I didn’t write nearly as much today but I was still productive. Fal and I walked for a while and we then arted for a while.

Also for the first time in my life after telling a guy that I had a GIRLfriend and not a BOYfriend I got a reaction of, “Oh, you’re lesbian? That’s cool. I’ve never met a lesbian before.” And this was someone from France! I usually get some sort of “Oh, I bet you just haven’t met the ‘right’ man.” Or “Not ALL men are bad” and so on. This greatly pleases me. ^_^

With that said I’ll talk to you all soon,

~Derema~

Dreams are illustrations from the book your soul is writing about you. Marsha Norman

Day 66/365… Writing – I Think I’m An Addict

Today was again full of writing for me. I wrote via e-mail with one of my friends who lives in France. Lately we have been speaking about anything from health issues to Nazis to Swiss food. It’s great to be able to exchange such conversations with people from other countries. That’s where I most respect where the internet has taken us. Thanks to it we are now exposed, often daily, to new information about things that we’d never know if it wasn’t for such freedom on-line.

After my conversation with him I reread and rewrote my story so far. It look me more that two hours to add one page of revision but it was worth it. I then wrote a lot more and added more of the story proper. I’m loving where this is going so far. ^_^

Well, I still have a lot of thoughts about my story running thoughts my head so I think I’m going to try to keep writing.

See ya!

~Derema~

The scariest moment is always just before you start. — Stephen King

Day 63/365… Kakkoi!

Again I had a good day. I spent most of the day with a friend of mine. Then I cooked a great dinner. I’m very glad everyone enjoyed it. ^_^

Anyway the only thing that’s bothering me right now is a damn headache and I can’t take anything for it because of the MRI I have tomorrow. Oh, well such as life.

Enjoy!

~Derema~

Words, once they are printed, have a life of their own. — Carol Burnett

Day 58/365… What The Honk’n Voice???

Alright who stole my voice? Is this my body’s revenge for complaining about it last night? Loki, quit messing with me, will ya? *HONK, HONK, HOOOONK!* What is this a some sort of censorship gone awry? I’ve been like all day. Oh well it’s more funny than anything else. I like the last person who should have laryngitis for when I talk I talk a LOT and I’m feeling quite talky… LOL That’s how it always works, isn’t it?

In other news I did have a good lunch with Meta. We then walked a lot and even walked to Starbucks. ^_^ I also got a ton of writing done. I told you I was feeling talkative but without much of a voice I could only write… LOL

After a quick dinner Fal, Meta and I went shopping. It was efficient… mostly

I’m wiped out so that’s all I’ve got for now. *HONK*

~Derema~

I am a drinker with writing problems. — Brendan Behan

Day 55/365… Kick-A$$ Day

Ahh today was a good day. Fal is now caught up with the first season of House and we now know where to get the last Harry Potter Movie for about $10. So WOOT we did it…err woot we’re about to do it that is. We have to do it next week because it’s on Amazon.com.

Also Fal and I got some of our books reorganized and even donated two bags of them. We did buy two others and a DVD but that wasn’t too bad… LOL

All in all this was a very kick-ass day. Now I’m off to play SW: KotOR I

~Derema~

The only reason for being a professional writer is that you can’t help it. — Leo Rosten

Day 53/365…

I’ve been feeling MUCH better today. I’m not %100 but I’m far better. I went out and had sushi with a good friend of mine and it kicked ass! I also had a good long convo with him about just about everything from Potter Puppets to sewing to just about anything that we could think of.

I then went out to eat with Fal and Meta and it too was good. I think I was more happy that I was able to enjoy their company that happy with the food, but what the hell it was fun.

That’s about it for tonight. I hope I’ll be even better by tomorrow.

~Derema~

The art of writing is the art of discovering what you believe. — Gustave Flaubert

Day 44/365… Odd Day

Today was rather odd. First it started with a crappy brunch with good company. I’ve also had a lot on my mind today but nothing really stayed there for long. This resulted in me being bored most of the day. I have got to find a way to focus some of my thoughts better. My day did end well with a good dinner with Fal and Meta.

That’s about all I have for you today.

~Derema~

The desire to write grows with writing.
~Desiderius Erasmus

Day 22/365…

Today I spent the better part of the daytime laying around watching House. I wasn’t feeling bad per se but I didn’t feel like doing much. Damn this cold thing, go away already!

My evening was nice much in a typical way but that’s fine by me. I wonder if I can get anything creative done tonight. I feel like creating but I’m a bit stuck on a concept I have due to lack of skills/confidence. Should at least work on writing a bio or two of some of my characters. Maybe that’s what I’ll do if I can’t get unstuck with my current concept. I have a lot of ideas on my mind but I’m having very little luck getting them out of my head. It seems like every time I start getting good ideas on paper it’s time to go somewhere or I’m trying to sleep. Dose anyone else have that problem? I bit there are a not of people that do.

I think I’m going to try to work on my ideas while I have them on my mind. I’ll try to let you know how it turns out.

~Derema~

PS: I just ran across a goo quote:
“The desire to write grows with writing.” — Desiderius Erasmus