Day 115/365… Road Trip

First off HAPPY EASTER! I hope that all of you who celebrate it had a great one. ^_^

Ahhh today was a fun day despite a miscommunication about a road trip that I thought (and from what I have been told Fal thought this way too) was decided at least av week ago.

The day started out with Fal and I laying in bed until almost 11:00am. Then I got up and asked Meta ans Nikki when they wanted to go to Tahoe. Meta then said that he didn’t know and proceeded to tell me that he felt that *I* just shoved this idea down his throat yesterday. This really rubbed me the wrong way. I was like WTF I thought this was the plan for a while. Why is the finger being pointed at me for the lack of understanding? So instead of everyone going on the trip it was just Fal, Danny and me.

And guess what? It was great fun even without half my “family.” Fal, Danny and I ate too much food, sang loudly and chucked rocks into the lake. Fal and I also took some more pictures. I got a bit overheated but I had a blast and so did Danny.

As a result of having the finger pointed at me after we got back I really didn’t feel like including Meta in any of the Tahoe. Why should I want to shove more things down his throat? If he wanted to know then he could have came along, right? This is how I get when I feel like I’ve been unfairly persecuted for something but don’t want to make a big deal out of it.

Anyway after that Fal and I picked Meta up to go over to Mom’s for ham. (This was far less planned than the Tahoe thing.) Yeah, I may have been irritated by his lack of understanding but I wasn’t going to leave him out of all the fun. This too was great fun. I got to hang out with Mom and Eva and chatted about many things.

All in all today was a good day. It just started out odd.

~Derema~

Day 106/365… o_0;

I would have wrote this last night but I’ve had one hell of a crazy last 24 hours or so. It all started yesterday morning. I woke up feeling rather well so I went about my normal morning things. As the afternoon started to roll on by I got a bit board so I decided to clean the kitchen up s bit. I mostly reorganized the spices that were threatening to take over the kitchen again…lol

After that I fixed myself a bite to eat. By the time I was done eating I was feeling thst I had over did it a bit so I decided to take some pain killers and go rest. I thought I was doing alright until started to cough. Now I should say this before my surgery I had a bit of stuffiness but I had been doing better. This cough came on suddenly and hard. So hard that it jarred my shoulder into a lot of pain. >.<

By the time we were finished with dinner it was so bad that I decided to go to the ER. For one major reason: I have had a blood clot in my lung before and I called the hospital to see what they said and they told me to go in as well. I was in so much pain despite having taken my own pain killers that I allowed them to give me some morphine. As a general rule I don't take much pain killers because I know how temporary the relief is and they make me way too stupid but I needed t do something.

They also checked everything out to make sure I didn't have another blood clot in my lung. After everything was said and done it was decided that I had bronchitis and I was sent home with antibiotics and was told to keep taking my original pain killers as needed.

By the time I got out of the hospital it was after midnight and I had some perceptions to fill so we all went to the 24 hour pharmacy. It took forever to get everything done. By the time we got home it was almost 03:00 and Fal had to get up at 08:00 to go to work.

Needless to say we are all a bit sleepy today I'd say but that wasn't the end of my ordeal…

When I first woke up at 07:00 because I needed to take some pain pills I hurt but I seemed fine so I went back to bed. Within the hour my face was swelling and I started to have trouble breathing. I ha to fight just to get to mt newly acquired air machine. I thought I was dieing and finally made myself go back to the ER. The doctor there was quite stupid because he looked at me and gave me more meds and sent me home. After some time I realized that I had a bad reaction to the combination of the morphine and my own pain pills.

After all of this I now feel like I was kicked in the chest by a train but I feel much better than I did. I guess I will live now. WTF is up with my body being so damn stupid lately? @_@

That's all I have for the time being. Sorry is this is rather brambly and long. I am STILL on some pain killers after all… lol

~Derema~

Day 104/365… Day Two Of Busy

Today was the second day of three that are/will be quite busy. It started with Fal and I waking up and taking Meta to work again. This time we had to take Hoshi (the cat) in for her scheduled bladder surgery. We were told that they were going to x-ray her and see is it had changed or not but it was going to take a while. So Fal and I ate breakfast and then headed to my physical therapy appointment for my foot. The appointment went well thought think I over did it with my foot. >.<

We then went home where we got into a bit of a tiss because I expressed frustration over her taking over one of the characters that I started to work on long before she even tried to start working on her story about a character that is in fact linked with mine. Yes, we conceived the ideas of this universe together but Ivan is MINE I picked him I brought him from a mere thought to “real life.” I gave birth to this child of ours. I started to tell his story. So tell me why do I have to wait for Fal to get done with HER story to complete his story? She tells me that it takes too much time to transcribe what she has wrote about him so I have no choice but to hold off on any details that may be relevant to MY child. Oh but because I chose one man who happens to be connected to many others and she chose another man that happens to be apparently too connected to my character I have no right to be upset? What is this? And I'M the one who's to blame because she's finally on a roll with HER story and I bitched at her for dropping the last project that we were doing together. I have not right to express MY feelings towards what I see as her taking over MY own part of this project. You know what Fuck that. Ivan is still MINE!

OK I'm done ranting. I'll do what I have to do on my own. I already made up my mind.

So during this tiss I get a call from the vet telling me that Hoshi's bladder stone was gone and that needed no surgery after all. It seems that the food that we have been giving her broke it up and she's fine. All we have to do is keep feeding her this soft food that we've been feeding her for the rest of he life. So this was great news! We also got her up to date with her vaccines as well and it cost a LOT less. So I'm not feeling too bad about things again.

That's about it for tonight. Sorry about the long rant I just needed to get it all off my chest. I'll get over it. I guess that's what I get for reading Fal's blog before posting my own.

Tomorrow's the bit surgery day for me. I'll do my best to post tomorrow but I have no idea how I'm going to be.

I'll talk to you soon,

~Derema~

Day 98/365… Odd Day Is Odd

Today was a bit too much for me but it wasn’t a bad day at all. The worse thing to happen to me was a stupid bus driver going before I was seated and throwing me on the bus floor. When I fell the said, “I thought you were seated.”

I responded back “Uhh no I was just about to sit right here.” I gestured to the seat that was closest to the door. The driver then just looked at me like “duh” and I plopped in the seat without much more fuss.

This day was full of things that were missing just one small detail. Like dinner for an example. I had Mom and Danny over for dinner. I thought I had enough potatoes but when I looked I only had six of then left. This caused a funny thing where I cooked half of them and Mom cooked the other half. Then we had too much… lol

Yeah my WHOLE day was like that.

~Derema~

Day 89/365… Stupid Body. >.<

Ugh, I’m getting sick of being in pain. This time it’s my left foot. So now I have to use one crutch to try to keep some of the weight off of my foot but I can’t use both because I can’t put enough weight on my right side thanks to my bad shoulder. And to think this ankle thing is thought to be due to an old injury that occurred when I was in HIGH school. So now I have to go see a foot doctor too. >.<

And another thing while I'm griping about my joints my left wrist couldn't handle the wight either. So I have to wear a brace to keep it from flaring up too much. Oi, I'm falling apart I'm telling ya.

So here's a silly haiku for the occasion… lol

Ouch my body hurts
What the fuck you stupid joints
Fuck this arm and foot

As you may have guessed today has been a bit rough. It wasn't just my body acting up either. The weather was crazy! The wind was so bad that Fal and I had to take a taxi instead of the bus to get to the ER (yes, my foot was THAT bad).

Other than that today wasn't really bad. It was just nuts. I did however, have a good dinner with good company. ^_^

Here's to another day in the life of Derema. I hope you are doing a bit better than I am… lol

~Derema~

Day 82/365… Hen na Mizu (Strange Water)

What the water???

Today has been a strange water day. First the weather decided to change from nice and spring-like to cold with scattered snow. This caused Fal and me to have to stay in most of the day. @_@

Then there was a water leak at our apartments. So they had to turn off the water for most of the day. Now it’s back but now we have to run all the dirt out of it. YUCK!

Another strange water thing happened at dinner. For some reason the water at the place where we were eating had this strange metallic taste to it. This is a place that we ofter eat at and the water is usually just “normal” Reno water but for some reason it was really bad tonight.

Other that all the strange water today’s been nice. Fal and I stayed in most of the day thanks to the cold but that was fine. We got some chores done and watched a movie.

After Meta got home we borrowed the car and went to Fal’s work to make sure that her boss knew that she needed the 29th off for my surgery and that when well. We also bought some things while we were there. Woot!

Dinner was fine despite the strange water. The company was great as usual and the food was just fine.

All in all this was a good day. Strange but good… lol

~Derema~

Day 57/365… Gah! A Rant About My Body (NSFW but just words)

I hope I can find a way to greatly reduce these damn boobs. That way I won’t have to worry so much about stupid things happening to them so much. I’m again on antibiotics due to a strange infection caused by my chest being too big. I hate these things soooo much! The weight of them may also be part of the problem with my shoulder. Basically they cause me to bend forward too much putting me in a position that compromises my shoulders.

My shoulder is also bothering me as well. I hope that I can get this thing fixed soon or I at least find out what can be done about it on Wednesday.

To top it off I have a bit of a annoying voice… squeak that’s been bothering me. Damn my body!

Basically my body is pissing me off. When it rains it seems to poor, ne?

Other that that I’m doing alright. Today was a strange day but not everything was bad. I mean not even the doctors visit was bad. It was just odd and it actually gave me some hope in fixing my worst issues. I also spent some time with Nikki. I was even able to treat her to lunch. She then treated my to dessert.

I also got a lot of writing done so yeah, life’s not all bad just a bit weird.

~Derema~

Day 44/365… Odd Day

Today was rather odd. First it started with a crappy brunch with good company. I’ve also had a lot on my mind today but nothing really stayed there for long. This resulted in me being bored most of the day. I have got to find a way to focus some of my thoughts better. My day did end well with a good dinner with Fal and Meta.

That’s about all I have for you today.

~Derema~

The desire to write grows with writing.
~Desiderius Erasmus